Sometimes You Wonder
Sometimes you wonder …
Who am I?
What am I doing here?
What’s my purpose?
WTH?
WTF?
Why?
Why me?
Why not me?
How far?
What do I need to do?
What am I supposed to be doing?
I don’t get it …
You pray. You hope. You dream. You wish. You intend. You create. You try. You work. You work harder. You cry. You scream. You run. You stop. You take a minute to catch your breath. You breathe. You sigh. You keep on going, doing what you need to do, or what it is that you think that you need to be doing. But still …
Sometimes you wonder …
Is it enough?
What else do I need to do?
What else can I do?
What are the right words to say?
Who?
What?
Where?
When?
How?
Why?
When is enough, enough?
When do you know that the questions that you have, have been answered?
Is there really a God? If so, where is (s)he, and how do I know that it’s really (her)him? I desire concrete, tangible proof … how would I even know?
What do I need to be doing at this exact moment in time?
Where am I?
Where do I need to be?
Am I where I am supposed to be?
Am I lying? Or am I being honest? How would you know? How would I know?
Is this the life I’m supposed to be living?
Am I really who I am supposed to be?
Am I really who I am? Or am I just a figment of my own imagination?
I know that these are questions that we ask ourselves (or that I ask myself) all the time … but I want to know because sometimes I wonder …
